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So, I do something I almost never do. I ask to speak to the manager. In my head, the words will come out in a strong and powerful way. In reality, I squeak out, “I’d like to speak to your manager,” and then I stare at the napkin holder very intently to keep myself from crying.
The manager waddles out of the back room with a very annoyed look on his face as if I’ve interrupted incredibly important chicken business. He leans over the counter in an aggressive manner, and growls out at me, “What seems to be the problem?”
There is something about the way he leans and his condescending tone coupled with his orange chicken smock that hits a chord of rage deep within my meek and hungry soul. And I let him have it.
And by let him have it, I mean I let out thirty years of pent up rage, impotence and feelings of futility in the form a few sentences spoken kind of loudly. I don’t know the exact words I said, but the intent behind them was, “Look here chicken man. I’m not afraid to be kind of impolite on this particular Sunday, because I’ve had it. I’m not taking it anymore, and I fully intend to eat my dinner indoors.”
The manager looks at me, and I wait for the result of my big stand. I find out what thirty years of rage spoken somewhat sternly at a chicken manager is worth in this world, and it is worth a free cole slaw side.
As I balance my dinner on its plastic tray and turn away from the counter, I turn a corner in my life. I leave behind the acquired habit of taking what life hands me without question. Even if it’s uncomfortable, awkward, or seemingly unimportant, I know that I am back to being a person who can ask for what I want. Despite the embarrassed flush on my face, I triumphantly take a seat at a table. “I’m treating me better from now on,” I think to myself as I unwrap my plastic utensils, open the styrofoam container, and enjoy a heaping spork full of cole-slaw flavored redemption.